Senin, 18 Agustus 2014

The darkest, saddest psalm of all the Psalms - Psalm 88


Today in my devotion, Musafir learned about Psalm 88, which is the pulpit commentary said - This is the darkest, saddest psalm of all the Psalms.

Further Spurgeon gave his comment to Psalm 88 : 4 (quoted from www.spurgeon.org):

"For my soul is full of troubles. I am satiated and nauseated with them. Like a vessel full to the brim with vinegar, my heart is filled up with adversity till it can hold no more. He had his house full and his hands full of sorrow; but, worse than that, he had his heart full of it. Trouble in the soul is the soul of trouble. A little soul trouble is pitiful; what must it be to be sated with it? And how much worse still to have your prayers return empty when your soul remains full of grief. And my life draweth nigh unto the grave. He felt as if he must die, indeed he thought himself half dead already. All his life was going, his spiritual life declined, his mental life decayed, his bodily life flickered; he was nearer dead than alive. Some of us can enter into this experience, for many a time have we traversed this valley of death shade, aye and dwelt in it by the month together. Really to die and be with Christ will be a gala day's enjoyment compared with our misery when a worse than physical death has cast its dreadful shadow over us. Death would be welcomed as a relief by those whose depressed spirits make their existence a living death.

Are good men ever permitted to suffer thus? Indeed they are; and some of them are even all their life time subject to bondage. O Lord, Be pleased to set free thy prisoners of hope! Let, none of thy mourners imagine that a strange thing has happened unto him, but rather rejoice as he sees the footprints of brethren who have trodden this desert before."

Whew .. for me this Psalm like an answer from God himself when we are in lot troubles. Indeed, He may permit good men to suffer in this journey of life.

(A contemplation in deep struggle from a life journey - August 2014)


Kamis, 14 Agustus 2014

Cenang Beach

Cenang Beach - Langkawi

Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance, you must keep moving. This is the quote from Albert Enstein. I like this quote, but when I am in travelling to Cenang Beach - Langkawi, Malaysia, no man riding bicycle but I found these four man running in the hot daylight. Rather than running, definitely I will prefer to take shelter under the shadow of coconut tree :)

But running has a good meaning to our life. From the health side, running may be make you healthy - of course if you do not have a serious heart problem. It will make unfavorable cholesterol decrease or loss your body fat. It is good, right?

But running is also related to a journey. If you are running, you need a destination. A goal, if it is a journey of life. Apostle Paul wrote in his book to the Corinthians : so I do not run aimlessly .. Indeed many people run aimlessly or no goal at all. Just flowing until realize that he or she run out of time. 

So what will I choose? I do not run aimlessly ..

June 2014